jennifurby.

Things you want to say to an ex:

*… i got nothing because i really have no ex’s of relevance. they all know what’s up.

Your opinion on mainstream music:

*it’s all the same. i tend to like most of it when i first hear it, but i tire of it alot faster than with other music that i enjoy— probably because the radio stations only play the same 7 songs.

i’ve kinda always had the same stance on love, i definitely want it but i don’t think that everyone actually gets it. not like “true, forever love” anyways.

i didn’t have any shining example example of love or idea that it could be really growing up, other than disney movies. all of the grown-ups around me were divorced or getting there and that hasn’t really changed.

my dad never even really dated after my mom- that was the end of the romantic love for him. my mom on the other hand has had a handful of marriages followed by divorces in my life. 

in my own personal experience, it’s always been one-sided. plus i’ve been cheated on, and unwillingly cheated with so it’s hard not to have some kind of trust issues.

idk, i guess i’m kinda jaded but i’m definitely optimistic and hopeful that i’ll be one of the lucky ones that gets it, but you never know in this day and age.

1. Full name: Jennifer Lynn Elliott.
2. Akas: Jenny, JennAy, Jenna, jen, jenjen, jillie, junior, jensta, jeniqua, nubs, jennyjuicebox, creep
3. i came into this world on the 28th april 1989.
4. actor Burt Reynolds was in the hospital when i was born. for some reason.
5. i take screenshots of everything!!! nearly.
6. i recently got full bangs, fringe, whatever. i like/hate them.
7. i can’t do eye makeup worth a dang. especially eyeliner, just…horrible.
8. my room is currently, and forever, a disaster zone.
9. “i never have anything to wear….”
10. i spend wayyy too much money.
11. i have plans to spend more ASAP. i need fall clothes.
12. first, i need fall weather. literally, need! the heat is killing me. literally, killing me!
13. i’m a lover of college football.
14. my mind hasn’t stopped thinking about that damn puppy throwing video for a week.
15. the “cook” character from skins and tarcy from AVP where in my dream last night. so weirddd.
16. i’ve recently been rebuilding my nail polish collection. slowly.
17. i want to travel somewhere… preferably somewhere mountainous.
18. new years eve is one of my favorite holidays in retrospect, but i always hate it when it’s happening because i’m forever alone.
19. i saw a frat boy today that looked like bobby long. kudos if you know who that is.
20. my phone has completely stopped making sounds except for my alarm.
21. actually, my phone’s basically stopped doing any/every thing. i don’t get a new one till 1.1.11
22. i WILL go get one on 1.1.11. probably a blackbury
23. my computer background is hello kitty in london holding an umbrella with cute big raindrops. d’awww.
24. i just ate a box of raisins. nom.
25. i tried coconut water yesterday as all kinds of famous people have been talking about how great it is here lately. ew, yuck, vom.
26. my guitar hasn’t been moved in at least a week. i’ll probably play it when i attempt to clean my room.
27. i forgot to use my 25% off at the school bookstore today!!! i just realized this!!! 
28. i need to stop cursing so much. i’ve grown to hate it but it’s harder to stop at this point than i would have thought.
29. my dad gets really mad when i say i want this month to be over and done with. i’m sorry, i just love october!!!
30. this took me FOREVER and i’m not sure even 1 of these is semi-interesting.